Yesterday was so FUN!!! My family spent time together at Malacca. We went to Mini Malaysia, ate sate, and shopping. I also bought a bracelet(thanks to Ajim for choosing it for me). Even this whole week had been a busy week. Thanks to Ayah.. =)
Tough day, huh?! Have you ever feel that you never belong here? Whatever…
Abg Cham sanding. Many work need to be done. Really confusing there. I didn’t know what to do. Just wait for the Jeneral aka Dos to give order. Hehe… I got a great time there even I was exhausted. At the end of the event, everyone got wet! The boys especially… they even made mak long and nenek wet too. Haha… after I went home, I watched many Korean movie. Believe me… its plenty of them. Hihi…
Just watching Japanese drama allllllll day longggg! Nodame Cantabile. Weird name, huh? This drama reminds me of my school band and orchestra. Their passion, determination, talent, and expression. They worked very hard for every single competition. Trust me, you need to be tough to be in a band or orchestra. Miss my friends.
What happen to my Okonkwo? XD
Pagi yang gelap kini sudah terang…
(by: hujan)
This line really describes my room right now. It is getting dark now and bright again. Haha…
I didn’t feel like today is an extraordinary day. I woke up late and just surf the internet till noon. Like my daily routine. Fyi, today is...
HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA
What’s our sacrifice?
My old schoolmate called me. What she want from me? She wants to say something to me. Fuh! Make me anxious. She asked me if I could remember her or not. Sorry, but I can’t. Just say that I am. To make conversation shorter.hoho..
Really doing nothing at my hometown for 3 days. Waaa... Just did my ‘things’. I played with my handphone and laptop. I finally finished watching my fair lady for the first time!!! So relieve.. on my way to finish another Malay novel, Okonkwo. Burr… after that, I will watch my fair lady again. IB…IB….
I met my friends at matric. I have to wait outside the gate for a half hour! Making me hate the guards there… but finally, I managed to get in. haha… serve you right, guards!!!! Wekkk… I called the head warden, said that I want to get my things. She talked with the guard and allowed me to go in. the guard told me, just half hour to pick up my stuff. Hey, what do I care! I stayed for 4 hours… haha.. really had a great time there =)
Sleeeeepyyy…(really yawning!) Bought a new thing..hehe
Congratulation to Abg Cham.. you are married now. Many funny things happened. You are such a guy. Haha… my bro was the emergency pengapit. Abg Cham didn’t find the pengapit till the day! I meant, today! Like my bro who were going to be married. 2 times for the lafaz. Hoho.. Alhamdulillah…
Alone in the dark…what am I wish for? People? Brightness? Just asking… determination look so simple and easy but it’s actually hard and complicated.I said I want to do this and that but nothing happened after that. Life is not like drama…it just………LIFE!
Back to reality! I finished with one of BM novels, Tn. Gatsby. Yeay! But my fair fair fair lady… what am I supposed to do with you? You just like a wicked witch!!!
I stayed up till morning just to finished the movie…THE DEATH NOTE 2. Not worth it at all because mak will give me a long lecture after I wake up tomorrow. Haha…of course I will get up late. Daaa~~~
The trip to Seremban was great! Even a little bit boring at MAA. Hehe… we interviewed few people there, and looked around the company. We felt shamed at the last interview because we didn’t prepare the question first. A lot of unnecessary pause there (like Miss Aqin said…hehe). We checked in and hung out at terminal one. Hehe…not doing CAS actually! Window shopping….. back to hotel again… went out again… we had our dinner at a stall near to our hotel. Hana and me ordered nasi goring kampong and it was so so sooooo spicy. I cried there. Huhu… we packed our dinner and had it in our room. We also watched project runaway us version. Pity Cheqot…she felt not very well. I was like dying that night because it was cold… Hana and me wento a restaurant to eat roti canai…nyum..nyum…I ate roti telur… we bought Cheqot a nasi lemak, she cant join us because she sick. We checked out and Hana took bus earlier than me and Cheqot. I took 2.30 pm bus to accompany Cheqot. I wanted to buy a shoe but the siza that I want was not available anymore. Huhu… Waffle is delicious…slurppp.. it taste good with peanut butter. THE END….
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Ha…! Someone pretended to be Rje.. he or she sms me last night. Who is this guy? Actually, I think he or she from KMB too. Hoho… he is so dead! I realized that she is not Rje by the sms that she gave me and the way she typed rje’s name, Raja.
Doing nothing today…
I hope that I can go to MAA for my very 1st personal CAS..hehe…with my crazy classmates. Hoho…
Tuan Gatsby is so complicated… I needed to write all the information, I’m afraid that I can’t remember the story line like before (Streetcar named Desire). Wish me luck in my 'revision' things.
Still watching Korean drama, Coffee Prince…So hilarious and cute. I like this story very much. So sweet.
It’s good to be home, the smell, the view and many more. Many things changed here… one thing that I noticed, my sis got new comforter set…! Waa… so jealous!
YEAY!!Exam had finished! Really enjoy and satisfied… but not really. So many careless and mistakes I did. Huhu… my class finished earlier than other course because we don’t take chemistry. Haha… they got green eye with us. Hehe… already know my physics paper one mark, 27/40. Huhu… but I’m second highest in my class. Haha… hope to pass this exam with flying colours even my math paper really worse!
Reading one of my friends’ blog really made me think deeply in my heart. Dakwah is a part of our life. What I live on this beautiful earth? Just to be what I want to be or a human that our God want us to be. Am I a good slave to Allah? Am I always obey His order?
Study…study…study…lalalala~~~
Been critic by Pn. Mawarzah and she gave business outline (exam) to 2 classes but not my class. That’s so ‘fair’…just because they are supportive. Hmmm…
My English IOP really worse. Waaa…
Rje, Ali and Hana will go home today. =)
People changed over time. Admit it. And how about me? It makes me scare… I don’t like myself to change and I hate myself missing people. There are pains, just pain… nothing else. Sadness in the air.
My family came to MCB, not for fun, okay…actually, K. Ita and Abg Mazlan went to Mecca to perform haji . So, they were here to send them to KLIA. Of course my bro met some his seniors like Akmal (his dorm mate) and Husni. Cute…hehe. We ate many things. Hoho… I brought some for my friends too. Kind of shy as many people looked at us. I felt homesick and really can’t wait to go home after the final exam. Yea..yea, we will go to Ilham again this year. I want to meet my crazy cousins and have a real family time.
happy face =)
I went to Mid Valley and The Gardens with Ali, Hana, Rje, and Nana. We really had fun. We went to cinema watching Balls of Fury, Dunkin Donut, Bowling and Jusco. Many funny things happened but Nana accompanied by her boyfriend, Adli. So, she didn’t walk with us actually. We also took some pictures during the ‘tour’. Then, we spent a night at Ali’s house. Her family treated us well (ate spaghetti.hm…delicious) and Hana want to serve spaghetti at her wedding really bad. Haha… we were there from noon till 9:30 pm. I never been in a mall for a long time and this is the first time. Hoho…
Met my ex-schoolmate from KMS, Ikhwan Moeiid Hashim. Hoho…
wz:Hoi..
IMH:macam kenal je ..
What a friend…maybe want to control his macho. =P he represented his college in rugby. Well, he actually good in this sport since we were studying in MOZAC.
I really want to watch Rje plays in her band during the dinner. Talking about music, Alya thought that I’m music club member.*laugh* I didn’t know why she thinks that.
I was just from watching rugby. IMH is a reserve actually, he even didn’t wear the jersy. Hmm..being humble?*sheep smile*
Practice dancerobics with band members at the dance floor. I saw Cheqot played clarinet live for the 1st time. =)
MCB won 1 game but lose 1 game too. =( my friend challenged to meet my college at final
Quite having fun today. I don’t know why. Hmm…keep wondering. Today, I overslept too (like Hazim said why he didn’t come for physics class). Hoho…everyone made it like a big deal (he sat next to me during recess). Girls, I’m so over him… remember that, okay. Huhu…
Rugby team from all MARA college came to my college as there will be rugby tournament. Nana and I went to concourse to check on what’s happening actually (get it? *laugh*). Yes! This Monday, we have holiday and I will go to Mid Valley with my colleagues. Yea…yea.
m. got mad with me. Huhu..
Haha… just finished my religious studies presentation about humanism. I really spirited that time because I want the class to understand it. Hoho.. My friends said I really explained it to them. I laughed at that time because looking at one of my friends’ face who imitated my talk. Haha… just do it! NIKE!
I didn’t take my lunch. My class rep said he want to treat me…but at the dining hal. ”pikir lawak ah?!” that’s my class trademark. Haha… another classmate said he wanted to buy me an ice-cream as lunch. Haha…but I had refused it because..you know why(for my claassmates). Hehe…
Last night, I went for the Learn to Lead prog but seriously, it’s… boring…Then, I just left that place. Sorry to the organizer. Go back and please make it more interesting next time. Huh! Hopefully, there will no more next time. My STAT teacher got mad with our class because we didn’t response to him and that made him felt demotivate. Like Rje said, “Tua-tua pon nak merajok”. Haha… Got STAT class this evening. =|
Last episode of Snow Queen but I can’t watch it due to talk at the mosque tonight. But I will ask my mom to record it. hehe..
MPP’s election is today! Vote for your right. I’m going to vote…ops! My vote is a secret. Kuang,kuang… I just listened to SAHABAT party’s and Fathul Aizat’s manifesto only. Hehe… they were quite good. Loges said not too much and no manifesto at all.
Today also Cheqot’s birthday. Pity her, she got wet in the midnight. Haha… perfect plan guys(A07B girls and Asza). We bought a tiramitsu cake for her too and the past birthday girls(me and ayu).
Many work need to be done. Business, religious studies and etc. This evening, I have mentor-mentee activities till night. Waa… I want to watch Korean drama, Snow Queen. Tomorrow is the last episode. I don’t want to miss it. What am I going to do? Idea?
Suddenly..........
Feel the pressure right now… I’m so sick of love song! I can’t catch up with my studies. Life’s getting tougher. =( I want to cry right now…sit in the shower and cry like crazy. I want to shout, scream, yelling… why am I so not in the mood right now? I have a supportive family, great friends and IB program. NO!!! IB is not a great thing. Maybe people look up at IB but they don’t know how it feel like when they take this ….(fill in the blank). People around me are intelligent and brilliant. Feel down…
ARGHHH!!
One of my friends said my nails are long. I was quite shocked as I thought my friend tried to say that I didn’t cut my nail. Actually, my friends wanted to say that I have long nails or maybe some of us called it as ‘glass nail’. Fuh… I didn’t cut my nail for a long time. Hehe…lucky me (you know why). I came for netball practice but there’s only few of them that came. Such wasting my time. =( Sometimes, boys are annoying. Agree? Okay, except our father and my 1st little brother. Hehe...
Forget about that, I escaped from my manifesto night. Huahua…with my roommate, Nana. Such a bad girl. I still can’t do well in my English IOP. AWAKEN THE GIANT!! So I listened to it.
Suddenly felt like I got migraine. Never had it before. I’m so worried… called my mom and she quite tired last night, so I just talk with her for a while. My mom sent me a SMS this morning, she gave me some advice and let me not to worry so much. Love her very much. =)
Huhu… I felt so down, stress, not confident and what else? I just like want to cry. Luckily, I have my lovely friends who always calmed me down, made stupid jokes. Haha… like having a bath with the rain and there were so many
So many dilemma, conflict, gossips or even controversy. Mad to myself. Why I can’t control myself? Exam is coming, BNT’s party; I have to be the MC, homework, waahhh… fell like going to jump from the roof top!
Is there any gentleman that still lives on this earth? I just found one. He helped me to carry the carry the chair in the hall, and another girl too. He also helped a girl to buy a bread as he didn’t want to burden her. How sweet… a teacher also realized that. Really hope I will get a sbf like that. =)
I’m very happy today. Today is fun!… luckily, I didn’t have scary subject today eg.stat… mentor-mentee session really fun and interested today but at the beginning because we have some sort of boring games in the hall…? Anyway, my mentor bought for us many food especially sate, kuih tart, nasi impit and cakes… yum..yum. So delicious. Many funny things happened. Akiey’s clothes got dirty cause the kuah kacang split on it.. Many times, okay. Pity her. She didn’t know the meaning of ‘kerek’ and the boys laughed at her and Zuhier gave her the wrong meaning just to tease her. Haha…
“Wahidah, ajar sikit Akiey macam mana nak makan. ” I merely smiled. I had to sit next to Taf as he didn’t want to sit next to our mentor. Not feeling very comfortable. Safwan and Zuhier asked me whether they can still join MPAC. I can’t believe that Zuhier want to join MPAC too. Haha…
I went to netball practice, its cool as I’ve not sweat for a long time. Today’s episode for snow queen is really interesting.
*Now, studying with Akiey at the concourse. Okay, not fully studying...haha
Dub, dub, dub…I’m so nervous while waiting my turn to showed Pn. Rock my CAS file. Luckily, I didn’t get ‘red mark’. Fiuhhh…she was so in the mood today. While, Miss Diana seemed like she doesn’t like our class to be so relax. You get what am I trying to say? Rje got someone…hm, who is that mystery guy hah? I was ‘chatting’ with Akiey during PI class (passing the note book). Haha… Din been so busybody, he looked at our chat. =P I nodded my head obviously like I really concentrating when ustaz gave the lecture till Hazim realized it (shy me…..)hoho…just joking. I got statistic class after this. So, what are you going to do then…hm?? Recognize this line?? Huahaha…
MPAC need to present our becoming project to Miss Aqin this evening. I’m afraid that I’m going to forget my line. Waaa…
Wow!today, I did the play really good. Haha…that’s my opinion to myself. I had a good time there, the kids were so cute and active too. Missed my sisters suddenly. Huhu… so tired when I came back here (MCB, of course!) now, I’m closer with other MPAC members. They are so funny and friendly. I just didn’t realize it before this. GO, GO, CHAIYOK! Hope we will get other project that will bring us together again. =)
Yesterday, while waiting for MPAC practice to start at concourse, I sat with Hana and Andi. She showed us pictures that she took that evening. She said that all the pictures looked smart, but I don’t think so. Hehe… suddenly, she showed us the pictures that Andi should not see it. Well, of course I can. Got it? What type of pictures it is? Haha…pity Hana. Andi saw it accidently, okay… jeng jeng..jeng. Zuhier came and asked us what happened because we liked making a big noise there. Andi wanted to tell Zuhier but I stopped him. Hana was speechless. Then, new conflict raised…(huyooo) suddenly, I quarreled with Zuhier just because I don’t want to tell him why I got offended during mentor-mentee session until Hana and Andi had to stop us. Haha... After that, he said I’m so emotional. I didn’t mind he said that. After a long quarrel, I told him the reason. He apologized… but that’s not really a big deal. We suddenly talked about he’s going out from MCB. He was such a good talker! Boysss….situation became so sad. He ‘said’, he will survive with A07B and he doesn’t want to leave us. He wanted to look us fly one by one. Seriously, I felt sad. Wow, he’s good…
MPAC practice was so hilarious. We kept laughing and we still didn’t finish practicing all the scenes. It made me nervous and worried. I was being a kid. Haha…
Slept early because I was tired and I didn’t sleep in the evening. Zzzz….
Today, my group, resilient corp. got econs presentation and we got 36/50. I felt sleepy in the class today. I late for MPAC practice because I over slept in my room. Haha…
My debate tem got 4th place from 4. Never mind, Rje and Andi tried their best. But another team from my class (Hazim, Aslam, Hana) got 2nd place. Hazim really save the day, Hana said so. Last night, I played the Sims and it was so wasting my time. I didn’t do my math tutorial. Huhu…
MPAC’s meeting yesterday, I came but not everyone was there. Ish…really make me tired. Arif was the project manager. I just got few lines for my role. Hehe…
Why people easily got offended without knowing what one was really saying? Don’t blame the one got offended or the people that do the talk. It’s just the matter of one’s brain. Hey! It’s your friend, why you mad at your friend just because of a boy. Well, people change. Today, one might NOT be care…tomorrow; the same person will care bout it. Really hate this situation. Please don’t do this to any of your friend.
I got to go for debate today. I want to be the reserve, yea...yea. One of my friends, Zuhier called me as Wahid. I never heard people call me with that name for years. I don’t have mood for today because my mentees made fun of me. Just for a while but I got my mood back now, okay. We ate ‘kuih raya’ during mentor-mentee session. Zuhier’s kuih raya really delicious. I got 3E3/45 for my math test. I was a little bit feeling down. HARD WORK, PLEASE!!! we gotta work, work... (HSM2 song)
I jogged with my roommate…huyooo. 2 rounds, okay…but actually another round, we just walked. Hehe…hello people…my college are big! Okay…it’s not big. It just my assumption….haha. I had not sweat for a long time. Really miss it. =P
Boring…everyone had their own things to do. Huhu…I felt lonely yesterday because many of my friends were going home. And my other friend, just talking in the phone for the whole night. I need someone to accompany me while I study. This SUPER SAVER thing…huh! I worried about my study especially my bss subject. But I like this subject sometimes. I mean it, people…
Please come back here quickly my friends even you don’t like it. Huhu..
Yesterday’s business presentation was such a jerksssss. Hey, we don’t have enough time, okay. We got wrong point especially me. Really like a fool. Huhu…last time we were the best but, this time….. (Think it by yourself).
I already got Korean movie, my little bride from my friend. Wow, it was so best. Haha… I also watched A Moment to Remember, Hum Tum. Really wasting my time.. haha. Don’t bother. Kuikui…
Oh..Why there are so many homework …hm, I’m the one who always procrastinate that make my homework looked sooo a bundle. Really thanks the teachers in MCB. Haha… frankly speaking, I will never finish my homework especially, math tutorial. So long, my friend …
Today, I got a night market at my place…need to run…fuh2
It’s easy to start a relationship
But hard to break it
Hard to have it
But easy to ruin it
Is it because we hard to get along
Or we can’t understand each other
Maybe we didn’t mean together.(that's the answer)
Wow! What a tough day… my relatives visited me again. I just sit in my room because I really don’t know how to mingle with them. My sis beraya with her friends.. KIDS… just let them enjoy their moment. My mom cooked rendang for today’s meal. Hm..so tasty…
Why I always caused problem to everyone? Ah!! What’s wrong with me… maybe I should just be alone. Sit in my house or specifically, in my room…
my feeling went wrong latelyReally miss them. But I can’t see them. So busy…. They have their own life, so do I. I have to move on with my life. My special person will go back tomorrow, I don’t have time to visit this person. Miss and love you so much. Huhu...
Counter Strike, now it’s one of my favourite games. I played it when I’m boring. This eid make me felt bored... another thing is my ‘duit raya’ for this year really decreasing. Whatever! Next two year, I won’t get any ‘duit raya’ as I will celebrate eid day at oversea. InsyaAllah… Hey, no one will give me ‘duit raya’ there! So, I need to enjoy my ‘raya’ okay… pity on my friends who are already at the oversea because they don’t know last raya, it’s the last time they will celebrate it with their family. Suddenly! This year, they have to celebrate it without them.
Hey, today I really miss many people! I wonder why???
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