I try

I try to understand
I try to think optimistically
I try not to bother
I try to be okay with it

Yes! I try!
But...it keeps making me...
~sad
~disappointed
~frustrated

I cannot promise you that everything will be the same.
Sorry. I've tried.
I laughed with you and you might know... I'm disappointed.
You might think I'm selfish...mian he.

While writing this post, I listened to Miracle by Super Junior to make the pain go away but it didn't totally work~

Today, it hurts me badly..

I'm still TRYING...

How is it like to be the only child in the family?

I wondered about it just now. Actually, I just went for shopping with my parents. Usually I’ll go with my other siblings but today, I was the only child who was available to hang out all day long =D. I felt different, just three of us. I got what I want without my siblings’ ‘interruption’. Is LONELINESS the right word? It’s hard to describe it.

My mom and I nearly bought ‘mother-daughter’ ring. Well, we always heard of couple ring but this type of ring…I made up the name. I persuaded my mom to buy me the same ring as hers.

“Mak, jom la beli cincin mak dengan anak…” I kept repeating the same phrase(what a spoil brat..yup, I know =P ).
“Senyap skit la anak mak ni…”my mom just giggled with the promoter.

That time, I feel like the only child. Sorry to all my dongsaengs =D


Does chatbox has some problems?

Sometimes

We asked people about something. SOMETIMES, we would be agreed with their opinions/answers. SOMETIMES, our heart tells us, “Argh, that’s not the answer that I really want to hear!”

Most of the time, the heart will make us blind and ignore our logical thinking. Everything that we learn is vanished. Just Like That! Once we know the consequences, we just hope that we can go back to the logical thinking. Unluckily, it will never be the same.

WZ, you know this, right?

I will never ever let this friendship dies. You mean so much to me even we are apart by distance.

I hope this will remind me of what should I choose. I will listen to you.

WaChul -ah, sarang hae =)

What to do?

Nothing… no chores to do. I was dead boring. I founded a number combination lock. I didn’t know the password, so I determined to find the combination. I started from 001…I thought it will be around hundreds BUT I was wrong. The combination is 097. Ah, I felt bored again. I tidied up my living room but I got bored again after that. I’m going to be crazy. Haiyo…

This whole incident happened at 2 am. I cannot sleep..

Hectic+joy+panic

Jcard members day was yesterday…




Well, the parking park was overloaded! My mom and I had to park the car in the next mall(Melaka Mall). I did well with my high heels(initially!).

I freaked out when I saw the trillion of cars around Jusco and I wondered how it’s going to be in the mall itself. Luckily, it was not the peaked time yet when we arrived there. Suddenly, I heard a promoter announced some kind of promotion for t-shirts. I was near the ‘crime scene’. People surrounded a bundle of t-shirt and I hardly saw the things that they want to ‘grab’. It's crazy,dude! Oh, I also bumped into hoobae Hazdiana(she's back from Mesir and now, spending her holiday here).

Fyi, I nearly lost my handbag(a present from my dad) there. I planned to bring just a small and light one to prevent any ‘accident’. Guess what, I still lost it! It is so light to the extent… I didn’t even realised when it slipped from my arm. Luckily, I saw a promoter held the handbag(only when I saw her with it, I realised that my handbag was not with me) and I quickly went to her to get it back! Fuh! She was actually on the way to service counter to hand in the handbag.

To make the 8 hours ‘fairy tale’ short, we arrived home at 11:50 pm. Dad even called to check on us(sorry,dad...). p/s: it’s not like we shopped like crazy but the queues were extremely long!


My mom totally doesn’t has any idea what happened to my handbag. =D

Haengbok/Happiness

Sometimes, I forget how precious something/someone to me. When we are apart, only then I can see your importance.


Just a simple SMS can remind me of that, thank you. I’m very happy that night when my beloved persons sent me SMS and made me crack to laughter. So, please remember them and everyone that loves you. I'll never forget those feeling =)

HAPPY! HAPPY!

Mega Sale..here I come =P

Kamsahamida, dongsaeng & chingu

Dongsaeng

Happy 11th birthday to another WZ...

Walin Zakaria

She is my lovely dongsaeng..

Her birthday present wish list:

• dad-->toy
• mom-->candy
• me-->chocolate
• her friend-->keychain

We'll celebrate your birthday after you are back from the camp, okay? =)
I'll buy you the chocolate that you want.Jangan naughty-naughty

A mind of a 11 years old kid is so simple!~no need for shoes, ManU ticket, flower,~ =p