I try

I try to understand
I try to think optimistically
I try not to bother
I try to be okay with it

Yes! I try!
But...it keeps making me...
~sad
~disappointed
~frustrated

I cannot promise you that everything will be the same.
Sorry. I've tried.
I laughed with you and you might know... I'm disappointed.
You might think I'm selfish...mian he.

While writing this post, I listened to Miracle by Super Junior to make the pain go away but it didn't totally work~

Today, it hurts me badly..

I'm still TRYING...