Friday, September 12, 2008

I regret…..


…..with a lot of things. Why I chose KMB over UiTM and KMJ? Why am I in A07B?

Maybe I wrote this post in unstable condition. Anger, disappointment, upset, etc… bad feelings. Thanks for the people who made my day such a horrible, awful and -- day. I don’t know what is the right word to put there and it shouldn’t be a curse word.

When I think back, I know that Allah did this to me for many causes. Ting…ting… I actually found out 1 of the causes. My eyes are widely open right now.

I have a bad behaviour. Right, my ‘friends’? I just don’t care anymore. Director is right bout that thing but not the roommate part.Roommate, I miss you and you know how to make me feels good.

I try to not to regret. But still, I cannot. I can cry if I want but things happen. A tear doesn’t make any difference. I am not a person who easily cries.


Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Leaving me and Malaysia..


Thank you for all those year, we are friends since the first day in SMK Telok Mas. The moment I went to MOZAC, I never thought you will ‘follow’ me. I was extremely happy at that time when I know that we are going to study together at MOZAC. I remember at that time when Feez and I called you as anorexia. You pissed off. Sorry for that. Hehe…

I felt reluctant when I need to hang up last night. I cannot hear your voice for 1 year after this. Now I know, it is tough to let go a friend. Yet, you went off for good. All the best, aliaa a.k.a wani a.k.a erza!




Nothing in common except for our memories =)

Monday, September 8, 2008

Awful day


Sometimes, it is so boring and annoying when I need to hear the same thing repeatedly. My ears are going to explode. Whatever it is, I have learn my lessons. Let go, let God. Things happen and life should go on.

Don’t think too much what people think of you. If you think you are not good enough, you should change. If you are comfortable with the way you are, stick to it.

Thanks to the person who shared this motivational words with me.
It helps me a lot.

sunshine

I laughed like mad just now. I haven’t feel that kind of feeling for a long time. The last time I laughed like that was when I studied in MOZAC. Thanks Lynn for the joke. You tried so much to explain a thing that I didn't notice. Nothing much from me. You are the most ‘artistic’ person I ever met. You wish! Muahaha…

I wish that everything is going to be fine and bright tomorrow.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

_ hours of sleep

I just woke up. I fell asleep at 9 pm. Do the math, people. I was on my own world. People sent me plenty of sms but I was asleep at that time. Sorry but do not blame me, blame my EE. I couldn’t sleep yesterday evening because I want to go to bazaar Ramadan. One word, fatigued!

Now, I need to work on my WL. Fyi, stat quiz is next week.

My friend is leaving me. I will miss you. Even I know you are going to leave, I still cannot believe it. My other friend said, it is hard to let go of a friend. Now, I truly have faith in that. Sometimes, we never appreciate a thing until we lost it. Keep in touch or you’re dead! (of course it is a joke)Friends forever.

I miss wearing a lab coat and then, do an experiment. F27 is in my box of memory. If I stay there, I will have many sweet memories with them and finish my matriculation studies there. But, I chose KMB. That means, I chose A07B rather than F27. Is it true? Nope, both are same to me. I just do not have enough time to nurture the bond with F27. Hello, A07B is cool! Hehe...We are different. Read this. Friendster, KMB group.

Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye.
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Friday, September 5, 2008

I didn’t remember about it

What a tough and hectic morning. Well, I didn’t sleep last night but I feel relieved.

I HAVE SUBMITTED MY EE !!!

Even it is just a first draft, I need to make it like a final draft with the bibliography, table of contents, footnotes and headnotes. Wait, there is no such thing as headnote! Crazy me.

Luckily, I survived. Yet, world lit and IA econs are waiting for me.

2nd season of Gossip Girl is out! So, gossip girls, let us do our thing. =D

Today is 4th Ramadan.

Monday, September 1, 2008

new start


1st day of Ramadan, I expected no surprise for today. But, what a surprise! Something happened right after I opened my two beautiful eyes.

Thanks mum for waking me up for sahur. I wondered if I went back after I finished IELTS test, can I eat delicious food for sahur? Well, it’s not about the delicious food but it’s about having first sahur with my family. My ‘newly-known-relative’ is having a nice meal with her family. Ch3q, have a happy meal!(do not spend to much for berbuka)

By now, some of us might start spending for Eid ul-Fitr. Clothes, curtain, shoes. Like everybody says, wear whatever that can still been used and of course, its (it reminds me of a movie, Children From Heaven) I already talked about Eid? Something wrong with me, I guess.