relationship

It’s easy to start a relationship

But hard to break it

Hard to have it

But easy to ruin it

Is it because we hard to get along

Or we can’t understand each other

Maybe we didn’t mean together.(that's the answer)

screw up

Wow! What a tough day… my relatives visited me again. I just sit in my room because I really don’t know how to mingle with them. My sis beraya with her friends.. KIDS… just let them enjoy their moment. My mom cooked rendang for today’s meal. Hm..so tasty…

Why I always caused problem to everyone? Ah!! What’s wrong with me… maybe I should just be alone. Sit in my house or specifically, in my room…

my feeling went wrong lately

enjoy your eid before its to late

I’m typing this while listening to a new song, Ruang Rindu by Letto. Really love this song since the first time I heard it on television. Well, I’m not cewek Indon like one of my friends (you know who you are). Haha…

Really miss them. But I can’t see them. So busy…. They have their own life, so do I. I have to move on with my life. My special person will go back tomorrow, I don’t have time to visit this person. Miss and love you so much. Huhu...

Counter Strike, now it’s one of my favourite games. I played it when I’m boring. This eid make me felt bored... another thing is my ‘duit raya’ for this year really decreasing. Whatever! Next two year, I won’t get any ‘duit raya’ as I will celebrate eid day at oversea. InsyaAllah… Hey, no one will give me ‘duit raya’ there! So, I need to enjoy my ‘raya’ okay… pity on my friends who are already at the oversea because they don’t know last raya, it’s the last time they will celebrate it with their family. Suddenly! This year, they have to celebrate it without them.

Hey, today I really miss many people! I wonder why???

second day of eid

huargh..zzzz
sleepy again,I dont have mood to visit my relatives.Many of my cousin went to another village.
my dad forced me to follow him to visit our relatives.ah..so,i came up with one condition(no long talk and make it quick).ok,maybe 2 conditions.yea!he agred.

when we visited the last house, nek ngah told us about one of our relative's story that really sad.about how a loyal wife treat her husband with patient,then..i fell slept.sorry..when I woke up,I heard her told my parents about how a woman took care of her mother.the last word that woman said to her mother was.."mak,mengucap.jalan lurus2..ikut jalan Allah.jaga2 nanti,yea..jalan betul2"that was really touching ...='( i saw my mom's eyes like she wanna cry.Al-fatihah...


ha! Tonight,all my relatives will visit my resident and my mom gonna cook 'mee bandung muar'. they really like it.my mom make it every year..hm...delicious.....

eid day

MY FRIENDS,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

conflict with myself

wz :wake up,wahidah!do your homework plz...no more playing around.ish...hurry up..!time waits for no girl..

me,myself and I:this is my holiday!nothing and no one can ruin that..i want to rest and enjoy.no more headache,ok..

wz:hey!no time f0r you to rest since you had taken IB prog...well,why dont you just wait 2 years later if you want to rest.you need to step up and do whatever it takes to be an actuary.

me,myself and I:hm..I'll try my best.(huh,never!)

T_T

seriously....im really tired to do folio task. i tried my best to find it... like everywhere.my friend told me to be patient and never stop but really..i meant it,really...i dont know whats wrong with me..i want to punch anyone or anything..huhu.but i should remember Allah,this might be a test for me.